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Forgot about this thing, to be honest. [15 Jul 2003|08:35pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I've been reading some Muggle forums, and when they're discussing our world there's one name that always comes up. I imagine if they were saying it aloud instead of typing they'd spit or snarl the word.

Umbridge.

I'd put that... woman out of my mind. Sick, twisted... she makes most of the Death Eaters look honourable. They sort of are, I guess. At least they're trying to achieve something - she just relishes in seeing suffering and does her best to cause it wherever she goes.

A tongue-in-cheek discussion talks about a relationship between her and a Dementor. If anyone was to deserve the Kiss - and I don't think anybody does - it would be her. She's made out of the same sadistic stuff as Balin. Complete psychopath. I can't believe she was placed close to students for a year. The closest young people - anyone, really - should be to her is on a trip to the zoo.

She interrogated me, way back in 1978. Or more to the point, she tried to make me confess to fictional crimes, cutting me off before I could explain. She's very free with the Cruciatus curse, incidentally. God.

She was also responsible for conjuring the fake Dark Mark on my arm. Apparently I irritated her and she wanted to have me shipped off to Azkaban for life. Right, so it was a mistake to let on she wasn't in the room. And to blow smoke in her face. But still...

And typing this is just making me relive memories I'd rather leave buried. I'm cutting this short. Don't care. I don't want to remember any more.

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[02 Jun 2003|07:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I thought I'd got over this.

No sleep for three nights. I feel ready to drop dead.

The reason? I was... ah... scared. Scared to go to sleep. How ridiculous.

Anyone who tries to tell you Azkaban leaves no side effects is a bloody liar. I've read up on this, and I'm not the only one to have nightmares and hallucinations years afterwards.

Crazy? Yes, I know. But there's no way I'm going to St Mungo's. They'd never let me out. I know that place. Any sign that you're even distantly mentally ill and you're locked in a padded cell.

I can't even remember what I was doing, but I woke up around midnight on the floor with my face and arms covered in blood. I'd tried to bite my own hands off.

Forget it. I meant to write down what I saw and heard, but... no. It's like the Dementors were there with me. I remember seeing The Slaker, at least.

I'm so sick of this. This'll keep happening until I die, at completely random times.

Maybe it's better this way - living alone. The last thing anyone needs is to come across me when I'm like that. I'd attack them, I know. And no one in the Minstry would accept two cases of indirect murder. I know I wouldn't.

Sorry about the complete lack of coherency in this post.

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Whoa. [25 May 2003|07:20pm]
[ mood | surprised ]

Ah... I was joking when I mentioned an OC community yesterday. Not my fault. Jyri snatched up the idea and ran with it. Not my fault! *points*

Anyway, now that she set the ball rolling, I've added foxy_zora, princeofoxford, hex316, themorningstarr and magwana. The latter two aren't OC's, yet they added me. Strange tastes.

This is going to make so much trouble for the authors... *rubs hands together*

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Glutton For Punishment, Is She Not? [24 May 2003|06:26pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Ha. Jyri finally caved in and gave me a code. Andrai doesn't have one. Yet. *smirk*

Anyway, raiding Jyri's icons folder has its advantages. A Pinky And The Brain icon, can you believe? Why am I using it? Ah... that story's for my ears only. Yes.

I'll have to talk to princeofoxford and hex316 sometime. An OC uprising! Those authors don't know what they've started.

...

Strange. There's a song on Jyri's playlist by someone called 'Rob D'. *snickers*

I'm bored. Jyri's supposed to be finishing Chapter One, but she's too busy playing with that 'broadband' thing. Could someone kick her off? I haven't finished annoying a certain Auror yet.

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